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Writer's Block: Family Is…

My answer to this question could go on for days, months, years...

Family is so much more than the one you are born into. My family is all-inclusive; I have my parents, my brother Johnny, my extended family, and then I have my Hawaii girls. They're my family because they have seen me at my absolute worst, ugliest points in life and they still love and accept me. We can fight and laugh and cry and no matter how much time passes, whenever we talk it's as if no time has passed. We support each other in our hopes and dreams and lives, despite the distance. They are with me in everything I do, and we all actively make the decision everyday to love one another. I call them family because it's deeper than friendship. It's a mutual adoration for everything [good and bad] that we do. Eboni, Kym, Shelly, and Athena... I don't know where I'd be without that part of my family! =]

Love letter

"Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours"
-Beethoven's third letter to his Immortal Beloved

what the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck?

Heath Ledger died this morning.
from a drug related overdose.
He was only 28 years old.

wow.

Dec. 7th, 2007

Merry Mac Players Presents: "It's a Wonderful Life"

Directed By: Russell McGee
When: Friday Dec 07, 2007
at 8:00 PM
Where: The Depot
210 N. Marion St.
Martinsville, IN 46151
United States
Description:
The play version of Frank Capra's film "It's a Wonderful Life"


COME SEE RYAN AND MYSELF PLAY THE TWO LEADS!!! =]
I need  ideas for new books to read. I'm going to do a lot of reading over break. Anyone have any good books you'd like to share??

OR anyone want to start a book club? I would love that.
HAPPY BIRFDAY EBONIPEARL.JONES!!!
i love you lots & i hope it is spectacular!
i wish i was there with you right now...
lovelovelove.

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first day of classes

senior year of college.
god, i hate school.
okay, wish me luck. =]

Aug. 15th, 2007

It are mai birfday! =]

I am 21 finally!! 
Soooooooo, i'm gonna go shower and get my new license. 
Real update later. =]

Feb. 20th, 2007

i think i need to go to promptcare tomorrow.
& that is FINAL.

yep... sick....AGAIN.
my throat is swollen
with white dots
& i can barely breathe.

so after directing class tomorrow
if i still feel pretty crappy
i'm going to promptcare.
& then maybe home to chill with my parents afterward.

blech. school still blows.
seriously, i hate it.

okay, can't breathe
i'm going to try to sleep.
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